Oh GOD...

Oh GOD,

Why are you so "depressed" these days? Why are you "hiding" yourself from us? Why there are so many "storms" in your life.. causing "murkiness" in my life?

Your "fuzziness" has affected my "seeing". You have "cried" in last 4 months. Because of that I have lost my "transparency".

Last week you showed me the "light" and I was able to explore the "heaven" again.. I saw thousands of "light sources".. "colorful diamonds" from your "treasure"..

But in this week, I am again "under the black matter".. lost my "vision" again... why are you putting me in this mode? Are you so "depressed"? Are you going to "cry" again ?

I was planning to "visit" you tonight... like last time.. but it looks like you don't want me to...

Oh GOD.. please make my "nights" cheerful again :-) !!